jollity

n.快乐；欢乐

Yet in the midst of all the jollity, he felt a little forlorn. 可是，在这个热闹的局面中，他也感觉到一点凄凉难过。

That kind of jollity was not for him, it never had been and never would be. 这种欢乐他是享受不到的,今后也不会享受到。