anaesthetize

v.使…麻醉

=anesthetize.

So in the boring and overripe days, I use wine to anaesthetize my self . 因此在无聊感伤的日子里

Gradually, I began to anaesthetize myself, and console myself with A' Q's spirit. 我开始麻醉自己，用阿Q式的精神胜利法给自己壮胆。